Pre Interview Symptoms

Going for an interview tomorrow, and I have the following symptoms:

1. Nervous
2. Heart beating fast
3. Insomnia
4. Keep thinking what it would ask
5. Frustrated
6. Keep praying to god

Jian Wei!! more confidence to yourself!! Hope everything is fine tomorrow =)

Goyang Kaki with stress

Back to JayBee for a week edy. Goyang kaki at home...



Why? I am too free, cause i edy graduated =P. No more lectures to attend, no more tutorials to do, and no more lab work to be done. Woohoo

My coursemate and I during graduation

These days, finding job giving me quite some stress. Lots of questions are popping out from my head: Why no reply? Did they fill a vacant? Am I not good enough?

Ok, perhaps, I am think to negatively. Should have a bit more confidence to myself. Anyway, it is just one week. Perhaps, good news and replies will come next week, right? Probably will use this period, to do some reading and tidy up the maps and brocures that I took back from USA

Crayon ShinChan

Ok, i know is a bit late, but

I really like this comic. I also like the cartoon, no matter in chinese, malay, english or japanese... However, the author is now dead and no more funny comics from him. Hope the other two comics that i like can continue until all the mysteries are solved (Naruto and One Piece).

Shinchan is cute and "naive" in some sense. The way he treat his mum is rude but the way bond between he and his family and friends are strong. He had the strength to motive people which i wish there is one besides me...

As people grows up, we tend to said that we are getting older and older. We stop to take adventure and challenges... need to understand:

We do not stop playing because we grow old, we grow old because we stop playing (O. M. Holmes)

So, lets keep playing and never grow old... just like Shinchan who is always 5 years old...

Busy Weeks

For the coming weeks, i will be busy with my assignments!!

ECE4095: Project B
Now, I had reach the final part of my thesis project. All the bits and pieces need to be placed together. Besides, a 50-page report, a presentation, a research paper and a demostration is awaiting for me. And all need to be done in 2 weeks time

ECE4045: Network Performance
A 20marks worth assignment that will determine the pass and fail of the whole unit. Yet, I am only 5% done. Everything need to be done in 2 weeks time also

ECE4042: Communication Theory
2 more lab reports which each worth 5 marks

ECE4064: Electronic Test Technology
A 10 marks worth assignment and need to be done in 1 week time

Time is running out... Come one, no time to waste any more~~

Feeling...

Today is quite a moody day. Certainly not because of my exam. After hearing some advice from friends, only i realised that all this while, i am a big stupid.

I am sad that I am leaving Australia...
Sad, but not very sad,
Cause I know I will be back.

I am pity that I will not see some of my friends...
Pity, but not very pity,
Cause internet is so convienent.

I am tired with over free time...
Tired, but not very tired,
Cause is always nice to be free.

I am very lazy to do something...
Very lazy, but not lazy,
Cause I did nothing at all.

I am very anti-social to mix with people...
Very anti-social, but not anti-social,
Cause no one chat with me and ask me out.

I am very dissapointed with my friend (note: no 's')...
Very dissapointed, but not dissapointed
Cause what i did is not what i get in return.

Feel like finding someone to talk with. However, the hall is cold. As cold as the public refrigerator used by everyone in my stairway...

Stress myself

Unspeakable evil...

I purposely put the countdown to stress everyone who are having exam. Haha... it is time to go for study if u are still in happy mood. Lolz...

Even though u do not have exam, hope u also feel stress...

Ok, at least less stress for me now...

Exam starts next week and good luck to me...

Nice Memory

I did a presentation slides for justin's birthday with the help from the lamest blogger that I had ever know, titus who claim himself as a banana (one day I will peel of his skin).

Honest speaking, the slides was not specially for justin. Just that I made use of his birthday which might the the last gathering for everyone. In order to do the slides, i sacrifice my sleeping time. Haha, but i think is worth it.

The slides is a small summary by everyone, mostly written by Titus. Thus, if u are unhappy don't find me :p. But if u are happy with what is written about u, do thanks me :p. Haha...

I like the slides cause there are so much memory in it. I know i miss up some event, but don't worry, is still in my heart. Every happy smiling face, every funny looking photos explained we enjoy every moment in it.

One more months and I am leaving... sad and appreciate what I had...

Hope everyone like it and I am still learning to make videos out of it. Hope one day i can learn it and make a nice and touching video for my love ones...

Tired...

These days, really kept me busy with studying. I started early this semester, cause my exam starts much early than previous finals.

So, tired~~

This is the only place i can raise my voice for being tired and my uncertainies. Having any complains and complained to my friends, they will just pour cold water on me...

People said i shoot people quite geng. But for me, i think this my way to express my anger in a different way. I tried to handle it humorly for me, but may hurt some of u. Sorry here...

Good luck, Baby, make us proud tomorrow...

I "lost" my cam

To: Someone

I trust you and hand over my camera to u. And u was wondering why i pass to u. U make me look like a fool...

I promise i won't do it again, and u don't believe my words. You think i am bluffing? Don't u know that the promise i made i won't go against it?

I may be too far for doing that, but i already know my mistake. sorry... but i beg u, i promise u and trust u, u think i was joking, bluffing and stupid?? that was hurt...

I "lost" my cam

Jian Wei

Ashame for myself

I feel that I am just escaping from problem...

I keep on complaining stress...
I keep on trying to escape from my problem...
I keep on try to relax...

When I come back...

My problem didn't disappear...
I wasted my time...
Yet, nothing is done...
Ashame for myself...

:(

Sigh~

These weeks, i started to feel stress due to our slow progress in design and failure to produce a perfect code for robotics. EM and power are so far so good, but i believe i will regret saying this one more week time cause i will be having MST on week 7.

This week, i started to feel that i am getting hot tempered easily. Justin was late this morning to class, but i started to pour acid on him. Sorry, Justin. My EQ is damn low and i must learn how to control my temper.

To avoid liping to tell the world my stuff, i would like to tell u guys that i am taking some dancing class recently. Of course is not those children dance where Winnie the Pooh normally dance, shaking butt in front of children, i actually learn hip hop. Lolz... OK, i feel that is better for me to learn this rather than like Pei wen learning to dance India dance. Conclusion, my limbs and legs are like robot, maybe due to the stress that i suffered for so long. So inflexible and my microprocessor is damn slow that my reaction are slow. Hope to learn new stuff this sem and realise my stress through this way.

Just receive news that koo and tan were defected by Indonesia team... haiz, means that choong wei will be alone on the court, trying to win a medal (if can, a gold please) for malaysia. Don't worry choong wei, even if u are alone on the court, all Malaysian will be behind u.

last Thursday, don't feel like study, just sit in front of comp and msn. Coincidentally, dann, tze yong and doi were onlining. Thus, as a middleman, i gather everyone and had a nice chat. Too bad that i promise my friends to go for nott. Hope to chat with them in coming days...